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Delving into Digital Media

Most writers will tell you that making money as a writer is a struggle and it takes time and patience. You have to build an audience that trusts and supports you, you need to write consistently, and you need to find the platforms and marketing that works for you.

There are times when I feel like nothing I am doing is working financially and I question whether I should stop trying to prove to my family that I am pursuing writing as a financially viable career and not a hobby. Then I remember how much I love to write and how many people say my words have helped them, so I try to reinvent my strategy and try something different.

I have published 11 books, 5 children’s books, 2 self-helps, a running book, a romance, a teacher’s guide, and a travel guide to France. I have another children’s book and a writing book about to be released. I write on several different online platforms. I vend my books at the local craft markets as well, but all that activity has not earned me much money, so I am going to create some digital products and offer them on Patreon and Gumroad.

Digital products allow me to offer my writing to readers at an affordable cost. At the moment I have two books of encouragement and a travel guide to Paris. I will continue to put up products that will help with positivity, parenting, running, and travel. What would you like me to write about?

I hope you will take a look at the products that I have loaded at Gumroad.   

Gumroad products

https://bonnga.gumroad.com/l/jehvqc           Positive thoughts and Affirmations
https://bonnga.gumroad.com/l/vndjmu          32 ways to boost your mood
https://bonnga.gumroad.com/l/ytoxcb            Helpful Tips for Traveling to Paris
https://bonnga.gumroad.com/l/fltacq             A small book of Big encouragement

Please continue to follow me for new products. I also hope you will continue to support me by buying my products. Thank you for reading!

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5 Ways for Parents to thrive

5 Ways to Thrive as a Parent

Don’t you wish there was a foolproof guidebook for those tricky parenting moments? When I discovered I was pregnant, I read all the books and I thought I was ready, but I had no idea what a roller coaster experience I was going to have. I remember telling the doctor that I couldn’t get my daughter on a schedule. He tried not to laugh while he told me that babies make their own schedules. That was only the beginning of figuring everything out along the way.

Most days I thought I was doing a terrible job, I was terrified that my daughter would not survive my attempts at parenting, and I compared myself to those women who were impeccably dressed while I usually had spit up on my shoulder. Those women seemed to handle parenting with ease and elegance while I could barely remember my name as I stumbled around in a sleep deprived daze.

I wish someone would have given me a hug and told me it would be okay. I’m here to tell that today to anyone who needs to hear it. Here are five basic rules of parenting that will make your life easier.

  • United we stand and consistency. Children can smell the weak link a mile away, so if you are parenting with a partner work together not separately. Your child will try to play you against each other, so a united front is crucial. Decide together what consequences are appropriate and stick to that decision. This technique will continue no matter how old your child is. I’ll give you an example. My adult nephew came to stay with us while he went to school for his masters. The first night he came, he caused an uproar that was not acceptable for us. Before I went to talk to him, I went to my husband’s office to make sure we were on the same page. We both agreed on the consequences and when I went to talk to him, I threw in standing at his door in silence while giving him the stank look.

             If you are a single parent, discipline the same way consistently, so your child knows      

            what to expect. When my children were younger, I rarely had to tell them what the   

            punishment was. They would say, “I know. I’m grounded.”

  • Teach them that actions have consequences. One of my hardest disciplinary decisions was when my daughter partied her way through her first year of college and ended up on academic probation. When she finished her fourth year, I told her I had promised to pay for four years, so she could pay for the fifth. She told me later that my decision had been a good lesson, but it was rough on my emotions.
  • Stay calm. This one was hard for me and I’m ashamed to say I did a lot of yelling, but eventually I realized that everything went much better when I was the calm in the eye of the storm. Instead of allowing your emotions to take over, take a deep breath, decide what you can control and let go of the rest.
  • Always have a plan b. If you asked me what qualities does a parent need to survive, I would say a good sense of humor, kindness, creativity, resiliency, and flexibility. There will be so many times when you have everything planned perfectly, and then you watch those plans all dissolve in chaos. Be ready to pivot!
  • Keep everyone fed and rested. I’m talking about you too. Parenting is hard work, so you need to be properly fueled. Carry snacks with you. Even during our last trip, my 39-year-old daughter said, “Mom, what do you have for snacks.”  
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Becoming a Runner for the Long Haul

Becoming a Runner for the Long Haul

Many people think that all you have to do to be a runner is run, and that is true, but there is more involved if you want to do it consistently, for a long time, and realize the many benefits that running can offer.

I first started running in college when my metabolism suddenly wasn’t burning the many late-night calories I was burning. As I ran around our beautiful campus, I realized that running brought me a sense of peace. It offered me quiet time to think and be creative. As I continued to run throughout my life it became my therapy, my safe place, and I know it saved me both mentally and physically. I became a running coach during my teaching career, and I loved watching how running helped the teenagers both as an activity and the community it involved.

I have always loved racing. I enjoy the competition both with myself and others. A race gives you a chance to see your improvements through your times, and other runners can push you to do better. Racing is also a social event. I always leave with new connections. When I am at the races I have a chance to hear people’s stories and so many tell me that the road to being a runner has not been easy, so for those of you who have always wanted to run but are not sure how to start, I’d love to share what I have learned during my relationship with running.

My first piece of advice is to ask yourself what you are hoping to gain from a running routine. It always helps your motivation if you know what your why is. Here are a few reasons for running I have heard, and of course yours might be completely different.

To lose weight                           to be more confident                        to learn about my body

To prove I am stronger than my challenges                   To push my limits

To meet new people                to be healthier                   to spend time with family

To set some goals                    to relieve stress                  to have quiet time

To release some emotions

Add your why to the list If you don’t see it, and on those days when you want to stay home remember why you shouldn’t.

Next, I would tell you to prepare both mentally and physically. Check with your doctor to make sure you are fit enough, go to your local running store and have them test you for what type of shoe is best for you, and find some comfortable clothes to run in. Prepare yourself mentally by practicing positive self-talk. Have a growth mentality and be ready to improve gradually. You will have good days and bad days, just do your best.

Running is personal and there are many times when you can do it your way. You can break some rules, but there are a few universal ones that you should stick to at least at first.

Don’t do too much too fast. Adding 10% of distance at a time is a standard benchmark.

Don’t start too fast. Learn to find a pace that allows you to cover a distance.

Stay hydrated.

When you start doing longer runs, eat something every hour.

Use electrolytes. I can tell a few ugly stories that will prove how important this is.

When you first start running, relax your shoulders, focus on your breathing, and hold your hands loosely by your side.

I hope this will be enough to help get you started as a runner.

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Handling The People Who Are Not Clapping for You

I would love to think my family and friends would always be my biggest cheerleaders, but that hasn’t been the case. It took me a while to realize there are all sorts of reasons and emotions behind this.

Your success might make some people uncomfortable whether it’s because of jealousy or insecurity, these people don’t want to experience your excitement. The worse case is when someone close to you feels the need to attack your dreams. This might be done through verbal jabs or questioning what you are doing on your path to success. Don’t allow those arrows to hit the mark. They are coming from someone to insecure to support you. Keep moving forward towards fulfilling what you love to do.

Here are a few things to do on your journey to success.

  • Find your cheerleaders. I have several friends who are always there to convince me I am on the right path. They want to see me succeed as much as I want the same for them. Your cheerleaders might not be actual family, but they will lift you up as if they were.
  • Ignore the doubters with their negativity. When you are doubting yourself, it doesn’t help when others start questioning your dreams. As a writer, I have not discovered how to kill it financially, so I fend off questions like, “Why are you doing this?”, “This is just a hobby, right?” Those questions are not helpful, so ignore them and carry on. I had to speak up when a family member had thrown too many barbs. I said, “I need you to stop talking to me that way. I have written 12 books. I just haven’t figured out how to market them yet.” He was very surprised and apologized.
  • Know who you can share your dreams with. Many people close to you don’t care about your dreams even though if they care about you, they should also care about your dreams. There are also people who will be interested in your journey and who will ask questions about your dreams. There was a gymnast whose father told him not to talk about the great things he was going to do. Instead, he should just do them.
  • Use the haters as fuel for motivation. I asked a family member a question about filling out my monthly taxes and he asked me why they would care about receiving such a small amount. It was asked with a dose of hatefulness, and at that moment I decided to work harder on selling my books to prove my ability to this person. Prove the haters wrong.

If you are passionate about something you should continue doing it even when you feel alone in your pursuit.

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Don’t Settle for Shallow Travel

Shallow travel is when you travel to check off the boxes for what the guidebooks say you should do, or you only travel for Instagram moments. The better alternative is experiential travel where your experience goes deeper and leaves you with better memories.

I was a French teacher for forty years and took twenty student trips to France. I always included trips to major attractions, and although students were interested in seeing them, they enjoyed the experiences and connections more. When we went to Brittany, we went to the swimming pool and the high dive that had been set up in the ocean at St. Malo. I will never forget how happy they were. They kept trying to get me to jump off the high dive, and I almost did until one girl yelled, “Look, a jellyfish!” It was a superhuman effort to get them to leave to get ready for dinner. There were times when our students met with French students and had a chance to talk with each other. The students came home with a greater understanding of the culture they had visited.

Trying to do too much at once when you travel can also lead to shallow travel. When you pack too much into a day the experience is more about running to the next spot than it is about investigating what you see with any depth. Pick one activity and truly enjoy it, and don’t forget that part of the experience is to enjoy the food and drink while watching the locals.    

Travel for me is more about what I experience and the connections I make than it is about what I see. I want to talk to people and learn the culture of a place through the people who live there. We took a family beach trip to Cape Coral, Florida and I was surprised by what we found. It seemed to me that all the inhabitants were from New York, and they had brought their culture with them. Most of the restaurants were Italian or New York style pizza. Everyone was warm and welcoming, and the atmosphere was laid back. We enjoyed without having to do much of anything.

Now that I’m retired, we travel to France several times a year to France with my family. We like to explore areas and new towns. We make new connections every time we go, and we reconnect with new friends. We want to experience the culture like a local and dive deeper into local life.

I hope you will consider traveling for all the right reasons, but don’t only go for the Instagram photo.

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Links to my books

Parker Series

101 tips

Kaitlyn

Travel to France

Healing power of running

Help for Hard Days

A Hidden Treasure

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What You Can Refuse to Accept

                                       What You Can Refuse to Accept

I often receive wakeup calls from conversations with friends, and the wisdom I walk away with is always so simple and strong that I shake my head and wonder why I didn’t think of it on my own.

One of these conversations was with a friend when I was complaining about my sore knees. She said, “You can refuse to accept a lot of the negativity that comes into your life.” She told me if she starts feeling tired or a little unwell, she refuses to accept it and starts to power up with positivity. She speaks strength into her situation by refusing to complain about anything. Instead of having a pity party, she counts her blessings and expresses gratitude. She knows the power that the mind has over the body, and this works in her life.

I thought about what she said, but then I was distracted by preparing for an ultramarathon which is running/walking at least more than a marathon. I wrapped my knees up and told myself I would have to walk the whole race because of my knees, but then the message my friend had given me was communicated to me in a slightly different way through a woman I met at the race, and this time I heard both messages loud and clear.

The woman at the race was walking/running a minute each. She asked me what was wrong with my knees and I told her I had strained them. I discovered quickly that this woman thought nothing was impossible. She said, “C’mon. Run/walk with me and if your knee hurts you can stop.” I started running/walking and was surprised that it didn’t hurt. I was making excuses instead of finding plan b to be able to continue to run. I had the choice to refuse to be sidelined.

The first thing I would say is to refuse to be limited unless something will hurt your health. We give up too easily on ourselves when many times we have to do a hard reset and do something different. As well as moaning about my knees, I had blamed my spare tire around my middle on menopause and although that has something to do with it, the real culprit was not sweating with some efficient cardio. I had been walking to save my knees, and my pulse rate wasn’t in the let’s burn some fat area. I have devised a plan to run three days a week and do other cardio machines at the gym on the other days.

There are many other things you can choose to refuse that will make you happier mentally. Here are a few.

Refuse to accept other people’s opinions of you. No matter how stupendous you are, there will be people who judge you. When you can be content with who you are, you have all the power and nothing anyone else says about you matters.

Refuse to accept disrespect. When someone continually interrupts you, finishes your sentence with something you were not going to say, doesn’t listen to you, is impolite, or treats you badly in any other form, let that person know that behavior is unacceptable.

Refuse to accept negativity. We all know at least one person who thinks everything and everyone is a burden. Any positive thought is shot down and replaced with the negative. Do your best to limit time with people like that and find the positive in situations.

Refuse bad energy. Bad energy happens when you make excuses instead of finding ways to move forward and live an active, happy life. Don’t sit around and commiserate about setbacks and struggles. Talk about what your goals are and what you are excited about doing in the future.

Refuse to be underestimated. The fastest way to light a fire under my motivation is to tell me I’m not capable of doing something. I will be hyper focused on proving that person wrong.

Refuse to accept not being appreciated. I love to help others and I don’t need anything in return, but I always appreciate a thank you. What I don’t like is when someone takes advantage of my willingness to help. That’s when I have to have a conversation.

I hope these helped you realize that we don’t have to accept everything that comes our way. We have choices sometimes about what kind of energy we allow into our lives.   

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How My Ultramarathon Failure Made Me Better

Quite a few extraordinary things happened at my last ultra and none of them were what I expected. I had a goal of doing my first hundred miles which I knew was a stretch since I had done another ultra two weeks before and I managed to strain my knee while doing it, but I always believe anything is possible and you will never know unless you try, so we showed up at a 48 hour ultra excited because we knew how many ultra friends would be with us.

Our first challenge was the dust. It was a windy day, and we were breathing in dust until towards the end of the day both my husband and I were complaining about irritated throats. We were not sure if it was from the dust or if we had caught the most recent malady from our grandson. Luckily, I bring something for every possibility, so I had plenty of cough drops to soothe our throats.

I thought my biggest challenge would be my knee, but it held up pretty well and I realized quickly that I was not the only one nursing a knee injury.

As always at an ultra-there was inspiration everywhere. Almost every ultramarathoner uses the sport to heal and we all have a story. If you want to meet the coolest people you should come to an ultra.

One of the things I like to do at an ultra is reflect on ways I can improve my performance. I ask questions of other runners, and I listen to what they say works for them. Ultras will always be a learning experience for me.

I have been frustrated that many of my friends complete the 100-mile distance and make it look easy, but it also took me many years to make it to 50 miles and now it always seems doable, so I know I need to be stronger mentally.

During the ultra, I started to make a plan to make my training better and smarter. I started to examine the areas I need to strengthen and start there. I will work on strengthening the muscles around my knees to provide support so I can eventually run again. I will do alternative cardio like stair stepping, biking, swimming, rowing, and the elliptical. I will be better at strength training and building my core muscles.

I also learned I have to stop attacking an ultra. I always want to crank out the miles as quickly as possible, but if you watch the veteran ultrarunners, they take frequent breaks. They run/walk an ultra-smarter not harder.

The importance of rest and recovery is something I preach but did not practice this time. I was so disappointed in my performance that I jumped into a new training program immediately without giving my body a chance to recover. The result left me exhausted and frustrated. Any distance running should be followed by recovery, but some lessons are learned the hard way.

I also learned I am only willing to push my body so far so conversations with friends like, “I thought for a minute I had broken my foot again.” Leave me thinking, “And you kept going?” I may not be as tough as I would like to be, but as long as I am enjoying myself out there, I will keep showing up.

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How to Change Your Narrative

How would you describe yourself? I’m not talking about what others say about you, but how do you see yourself? What comments do you say about yourself throughout the day? Are those comments mostly positive and kind or are they negative or hurtful?

The answer to these questions are more important than you think because our words and thoughts have tremendous power over us. If we don’t believe in our worth, who will? Most people tear themselves down on a regular basis with comments like, “I can’t do anything right. I’m so dumb.” The problem is we begin to believe those thoughts and that negativity can rob us of success and productivity.

Begin changing your narrative by guarding your thoughts and keeping them positive. Talk to yourself like you would talk to your best friend. Once you have convinced yourself how special you are, it will be easier to guard against other’s negativity.

You can refuse the narrative someone has for you because even the people who love us aren’t always for us. Don’t allow negative narratives to pierce your self-esteem. Once you can deflect the hurtful words you will feel powerful because you can choose what your narrative is. I have a family member who enjoys throwing verbal barbs at people because he doesn’t feel good about himself. You probably know someone like this. He says something negative about you and when you appear offended, he will deflect your feelings by saying he was only joking, or you are too sensitive. When you begin to feel good about yourself, those people lose their power because you don’t care what they think anymore because you believe in your improved narrative.

I saw a video that talked about the power of starting your day with the right thoughts. Compliment yourself and talk about how wonderful the day will be. Reject the voices that tear you down.

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What Can You Fix?

One of the reasons I love vending my books at the local craft market is my books become a conduit to deep conversations. Someone will begin asking about my books and then they work the conversation around to their struggle and their story. Sometimes I can help them by gifting a book, or just listening, but recently, a woman helped me when she described an action plan she made to help herself in her situation.

She told me her husband had just been diagnosed with dementia. His brother also had it and she cared for him until he died two years ago. She said she was overwhelmed when she thought of her future taking care of her husband. She told me she decided she needed to start taking care of herself more, so she made a list of everything in her life that was weighing on her and she picked out the things she could fix and made a plan on how to do it. She decided she was going to ask for help for those things she couldn’t fix and she was going to stop worrying about them. She was going to prioritize herself more and she knew if she took better care of herself, she could take better care of others.

Her plan resonated with me because I am a worrier even though I know worry is wasted energy. How many of us ,  care of everyone else before we take care of ourselves? Self-care is not selfish, it’s important for our health.

I thought a lot about our conversation after she left. We all carry burdens of some kind, but we have a choice about how we handle it. We can ask for help, make a plan, and whatever we choose to do we need to make sure we don’t lose ourselves in the process.